David Alexander McCalden > Poetrybox

A Sound of Love I say your name and smile.
The words play a melody
that delights and moves
with perfect rhythm;
like sunlight on the water
colours of the prism, diffused each a separate joy, calling,
calling your name. Do you hear?

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little
insecure. I make
mistakes, I am out of
control and at times hard
to handle. But if you
can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as
hell don't deserve me at
my best."

Noelle Eclipse hey tammi,this thing is actually easy
said than done u knw. Sumtimes out
pasts or future myt even define our
persona, . . . . And u r gna hve to get
outta that to live in the present. . . .
Thats wot im tryin to do these days. . . . . .painfull, . . . .


Tammi Brannan Hey Noelle Eclipse - I'm with ya Buddy - it's very easy to define your present
with the past and the future. ): I know
it's hard, but the lesson is a motivating
one for me!! (:


Noelle Eclipse it is of course,we try,we fail,yet again
we get up,we leap. . . . That process
brings bout success. . . . . Good day
dahling. . . .


Tammi Brannan So true, such a good way to say it,
Noelle. I think you should put together
these little Noellisms and make a
book...Ivan Mesaroš, Brian Chiasson, do you agree?? (: You have profound
thoughts, man! (:. . . .


Noelle Eclipse thank u ,bt no. . . I dnt think i have
matured enough to do such a great
things. So out of respect to all those
great writers,no. . . Im still a
troublestricken teenager. . . . :D.. . .


Tammi Brannan Hm. You don't sound like one! (: I think
others would agree, that you're an
"other-worldly soul" and one we're
happy to know and hear from. Just in
the short time you've been in this
group, think back to all those you have inspired and caused to question - good
for you! (:


Noelle Eclipse not yet tam,though i myt. . Sumday. . .
When i hve earned enuf respect and
have learned enuf lessons. When i hve
fallen a few times,taken leaps ,fallen in
love. . . . Then one day,i might be able to
look back to a funfilled life like Brian,Ruth,Sakshi,Trace, U,and all those
elderly ones in this group who inspire
me. . . . . And thank u for the
support. . . .
There are things that define me,teeny
weeny things like how my hair is cut to how i keep my stuff on the table. .
And im nowhere near perfection,im nt
saying that. So what im saying is,when i
have to convey all these things to
sum1,i got to be clean,clear,in my
expression . For a book to reach out to someone out there,that clear
expression is required.
For that it takes huge understanding
bout others, like brian here on his
talkshow,he got to have that perfect
understanding and equal good tools to reach out. . . .
Relating to Thomas A Edison ''i dont
want to invent anything that will not
sell,for its sales is the symbol of its
utility'' , i dont wanna write no bullshit
that wont help people. . Like them soaps. . . . When im gna write,if i do,then
i wanna make it profound. . . . Thank u
again. . . . Love yall. . . .


Tammi Brannan I totally know and agree with what
you're saying, but just so you know,
and I'm sure Brian will agree, neither
he, nor I feel perfect. I battle things
daily, but it's in that battle (and my
struggle to persevere) that I can help others do the same. You already have
all that you need to do that which you
desire...so when you desire (if you do),
I'm sure you'll be ready. (:


oh srishti,thank u so much. . . . And you
too tammi. . . . And yes,values are
taught to us bit by bit by the society,at
what makes it sexy is what u do with
those. How u go into each
day,experience stuff and each day,amend it. . . . If u experience many
things that touches the same value u
hold sacred,u r gna hve to ammend the
aplication of the value accordingly,not
the value itself. . . . And when u do,nd u
feel ryt bout that,that is sexy. . . . . Cool. . . . . And that ammending process
is what im goin through now. From the
basic values,morales that has been
taught to me,im deriving my own set of
aplications. And sure,as i said,im gna
sum em all up. . . . Once again,thank u babes. . . . .

Noelle Eclipse well yes,for everything,not jus genders.
Plus and minus,clockwise and
anticlockwise,right and left,bright and
dark. . . Actually,even a perspective can
have a perfect counterpart, . . . And this
symbol is given in a circle cuz it was considered the perfect arc. Hence two
parts making it complete,perfect.
I believe,in myself,theres a part for my
faminine counterpart. That part which
balances my manly agression,
explosion and crave with calm,quiet and control. No homo stuff,bt i jus lve
that part. Coming full circle.
My teen messiness into neatness she
turns. My male hormones crave sex,bt
within me she gains control.
Its quite difficult to live without that. U knw,balance is key. . . ..

The convo

Tammi Brannan > Instinctive Life Met a man recently, who didn't believe
in a higher power, other than his
highest version of self. (: Even though I
do believe in a higher power, I had to
commend him for finding his own
version, which is something I think we all have to do in order for progress to
find its way in our lives. Borrowing
others' versions of a higher power can
only take you so far. What is yours?
And is it daily fashioning you anew, so
that you act and speak in accord with your true self? (:

Noelle Eclipse awsum question that each and
everyone should ask themselves,. . . Bt
the key is as a great man said,
'abandon ur search for a god. And take
urself as the first place to look' . . . . So
true. . . To find that higher power that can elevate u to unimaginable levels of
wisdome ,beauty ,u should return to
urself. . . .
As bible said, 'know ye not that ye are
gods' . . . Yes,the god,his vast spread
heaven and the temple of god,u can find em all. . . . Tomorow morning,when
u wake up,look at ur mirror and the
search ends. . . . . . As for myself,i
consider nature,the beauty born of
it,the musicality of it,all as deities. . . . U
can even call me paganist. . . . . Minus the rituals. . . . All. . . Gd mrng. . . .

Noelle Eclipse thank u tammi,though i should say that
i read much. . .thats all. . . . Great books
inspire,symbolism,philosophy. . . . They
all are my fav things. . . And as a matter
of fact,as i said on another post
here,worshiping nature ,beauty and faminity has been the norm in finding
the power withing till the prechristian
era. U myte have heard bout the witch
hunt,that actually wiped out the pagan
religions from the world,though sum
still exists,nly a few. In india ,great sages sat in the lonely
breeze of nature and meditated. They
drew the inspiration to write the three
vedas ,from nature. . . . Because thats
where all the magic happens,leaves
shooting,birds flying. The ultimate creator was and is the mother nature
herself. And she created
rhythmn,music. She created
emotions,love. . She created
miracles,beauty. . . And these are
embeded deep within all of us. The way to bring out the maximum of is actually
our power source. For some,it myt be
being a romeo,sum do it through
creating music,paintings,art. Sum do it
through solving maths problems. The
thing is,all these forms take intense concentrations of
beauty,emotion,virtual realities,and
nature herself. By doing that u bring ur
person into a single point,and bang,like
the big bang it explodes,ever
creating,ever illuminating. . . .

Tammi Brannan Ah, "you bring your person into a
single point, and bang it explodes, like
the big bang, ever creating, ever
illuminating..." SO way cool, Noelle!
Thank you!! (: Hey, will you share any
of your book recommendations with us? (:

Tracy Revell They are one and the same, your
higher power is your higher self and
vice versa. Energy is energy. Everything
is connected. God is in you, you are
connected to everthing..
Noelle Eclipse xactly. . Trace. . . But the search for
that ,u shud start from urself. . . Get
what m saying. . Ur god is within u,bt
for sum1 else its within hin or herself. . .
Its all different yet the same . . . . .
Perspective gal. . . :D. . .that makes the difference. . Pls correct me if m
wrong. . . .
brother,i think u have misunderstood
the topic . . Cus,the post was bout
nothing religious,nor are the
comments. And im gna have to
disagree with u on the prospect that
philosophy is religion,because there are so many things in philosophy that
are out of the scopes of a religion.
And as for higher power,v dont mean a
power above by that,it simply stands
for immense amounts of personal effort
concentrating to become a maximum of expression. . . The topmost,highest
or higher. . . . Hope my words are
helfull. . . .

Noelle Eclipse bro,as i said,this, this
post,comments,my views,it all has
nothing to do with the book,actually
any books. As religion is a particular
thing i hesitate to touch here,im nt gna
comment on anything as such,im no authority for such things.
In the post it is said ,'highest version of
self' . . And the word self adds it the
individualiy of persons. Im not talking
bout religious values,bt personal
values. No matter what the religions teach u,u r gna hve a personal look on
em. So what im trying to explain is the
way to muster the max of those values
and expressing it in the highest
method possible. . . . As such u can find
the god within which is a matter i dnt wna comment. . . . . And im saying its
personal coz values and views differ
from person to person. Sum1 myt b a
guy who holds religion values high,im
not specifying any religion cuz in
essense they all teach the same, and sum1 can be an anarchist,or a
paganist,or even a chaoist. So what im
saying is,this highest form of
self,expression can differ from person
to person based on the values,the base
they are put up on. . . . . . Good day buddy. . . .

The convo

Tammi Brannan > Instinctive Life Met a man recently, who didn't believe
in a higher power, other than his
highest version of self. (: Even though I
do believe in a higher power, I had to
commend him for finding his own
version, which is something I think we all have to do in order for progress to
find its way in our lives. Borrowing
others' versions of a higher power can
only take you so far. What is yours?
And is it daily fashioning you anew, so
that you act and speak in accord with your true self? (:

Noelle Eclipse awsum question that each and
everyone should ask themselves,. . . Bt
the key is as a great man said,
'abandon ur search for a god. And take
urself as the first place to look' . . . . So
true. . . To find that higher power that can elevate u to unimaginable levels of
wisdome ,beauty ,u should return to
urself. . . .
As bible said, 'know ye not that ye are
gods' . . . Yes,the god,his vast spread
heaven and the temple of god,u can find em all. . . . Tomorow morning,when
u wake up,look at ur mirror and the
search ends. . . . . . As for myself,i
consider nature,the beauty born of
it,the musicality of it,all as deities. . . . U
can even call me paganist. . . . . Minus the rituals. . . . All. . . Gd mrng. . . .

Noelle Eclipse thank u tammi,though i should say that
i read much. . .thats all. . . . Great books
inspire,symbolism,philosophy. . . . They
all are my fav things. . . And as a matter
of fact,as i said on another post
here,worshiping nature ,beauty and faminity has been the norm in finding
the power withing till the prechristian
era. U myte have heard bout the witch
hunt,that actually wiped out the pagan
religions from the world,though sum
still exists,nly a few. In india ,great sages sat in the lonely
breeze of nature and meditated. They
drew the inspiration to write the three
vedas ,from nature. . . . Because thats
where all the magic happens,leaves
shooting,birds flying. The ultimate creator was and is the mother nature
herself. And she created
rhythmn,music. She created
emotions,love. . She created
miracles,beauty. . . And these are
embeded deep within all of us. The way to bring out the maximum of is actually
our power source. For some,it myt be
being a romeo,sum do it through
creating music,paintings,art. Sum do it
through solving maths problems. The
thing is,all these forms take intense concentrations of
beauty,emotion,virtual realities,and
nature herself. By doing that u bring ur
person into a single point,and bang,like
the big bang it explodes,ever
creating,ever illuminating. . . .

Tammi Brannan Ah, "you bring your person into a
single point, and bang it explodes, like
the big bang, ever creating, ever
illuminating..." SO way cool, Noelle!
Thank you!! (: Hey, will you share any
of your book recommendations with us? (:

Tracy Revell They are one and the same, your
higher power is your higher self and
vice versa. Energy is energy. Everything
is connected. God is in you, you are
connected to everthing..
Noelle Eclipse xactly. . Trace. . . But the search for
that ,u shud start from urself. . . Get
what m saying. . Ur god is within u,bt
for sum1 else its within hin or herself. . .
Its all different yet the same . . . . .
Perspective gal. . . :D. . .that makes the difference. . Pls correct me if m
wrong. . . .
brother,i think u have misunderstood
the topic . . Cus,the post was bout
nothing religious,nor are the
comments. And im gna have to
disagree with u on the prospect that
philosophy is religion,because there are so many things in philosophy that
are out of the scopes of a religion.
And as for higher power,v dont mean a
power above by that,it simply stands
for immense amounts of personal effort
concentrating to become a maximum of expression. . . The topmost,highest
or higher. . . . Hope my words are
helfull. . . .

Noelle Eclipse bro,as i said,this, this
post,comments,my views,it all has
nothing to do with the book,actually
any books. As religion is a particular
thing i hesitate to touch here,im nt gna
comment on anything as such,im no authority for such things.
In the post it is said ,'highest version of
self' . . And the word self adds it the
individualiy of persons. Im not talking
bout religious values,bt personal
values. No matter what the religions teach u,u r gna hve a personal look on
em. So what im trying to explain is the
way to muster the max of those values
and expressing it in the highest
method possible. . . . As such u can find
the god within which is a matter i dnt wna comment. . . . . And im saying its
personal coz values and views differ
from person to person. Sum1 myt b a
guy who holds religion values high,im
not specifying any religion cuz in
essense they all teach the same, and sum1 can be an anarchist,or a
paganist,or even a chaoist. So what im
saying is,this highest form of
self,expression can differ from person
to person based on the values,the base
they are put up on. . . . . . Good day buddy. . . .

Light Gives Way and Darkness Sets In. . . .

i really really suggest all of my friends to just stay up a whole
night. . . . Listen,watch. . . No no no,not
the television,bt listen to the
night,watch her as she sets in,gets
comfortable and gets to work of laying
all those human beings to sleep. Humans,due to our bio cycle,hasnt
quite grasped the beauty of the night. .
Nly a few has done it,and they were the
ones we called leaders,masters. Night
gives u that beautiful idea of right and
wrong,good and bad,black and white ,and yet again reminds u that
with a change in perspective,it can all
alter. . . . . Gorgeous she is,yet so
mysterious. Good to so many
creatures,but dark for so many others.
Sweet like black velvet . Every round of the clock,earth,she takes
birth,grows,becomes this beautiful
gal,the perfect counterpast to a hectic
day,and like a lolling girl,she teases
us,standing jus beyond the reach. And
like an alluring dream,she walks away,just as slow,gracefull,yet so
fast,as she came.